Stay At Home Mom's and The Hard Decisions They Make To Help Make It !

The big word' '' moma, mommy, moms.'' what ever it should be! we all got somthing in common we love our kids, at least you should ,to be a great mommy to your little ones.  well we all had something big in life we wanted to be or do in life ,our own direction to head.
 With only thinking of our selfs. Same with ''daddys, dads, or dad.''  Then you one day you are blessed with that baby from Heaven above! That changes you direction you was plaining on going in, in the beging.  And the awsome spous to and best friend to go with it!  How wonderful it feels to be loved by them you think and feel inside!!!  ''But what about me, my goals and plains I made for me in life?''  Well ladys and gental men, we still can. It just takes more time to do so, thats all:}  You just have to change it up, and redo your to do list in life!
You see I, like a lot of you out there love, loves to be a stay at home mom! To be my family's constant care giver, and emotional problem solver, I realy do!:} ''But'' ewww.... you know that '' icy dramatic disruptive word that you try to avoid most of the time.''  ''Says you have to go back to work!''  Now I love to work for my bottom dallar too, and man alive does it feel sooooo.... good to have a check with my name on it!  ''But'' what I do as a mommy pays me so much better, just knowing I can be there when ever she needs me! To teach her the things she needs to know . To be there to remind her when she slips up , to explaine what is what , and why is why! To play with her with toys as we use our imaginations to make all the games real feeling! we all miss out on that when we have to be some were else for a spell,to help our family's get the things they need, to pay the bills, to help take off the stress of our husbands,and wifes that have long been our providers of finacing all the while! So do I get a job with heavy heart? '' YES!!!"  Don't you too?  You see I can not wait to make our home more financially stable..... I must open that door to walk out side into the world I used to only know. To beileave I can go into the work force agin with full faith, that I can do it!!!  Well that is a complicated feeling even I can not write about!  For the fact that it is different for all of us in our own special way. So in conclution I will go back to work for a pay check! ''But,'' I will run home as fast as I can when I am done!  We all love our family's so much and becuse of that being there for them will, and always come first!!!
             With love I wrote this passage, and will always beileave to be true no matter what any one would ever say!  ''Becuse  Mommy is my name!" 

                                                      Love:LOLA'S WAY OF THINKING!